Scarlet-pink

In this sad life, So much has happened, Both good and bad, Happy and sad. But the bits that stand out, At this moment in time, Are the bits that bring me down, The sad, confusing and depressing. Were there ever really good times? Are they not just figments of my imagination? A life so low, A life so poor, Can I live anymore?

A wish is something special, Something that you want. A wish is made of feelings, Feelings that are strong. A wish is a longing, For something that you've lost. A wish is hope, Hope that everything will be ok. I made this wish with all my heart, A heartfelt wish should come true, But will it?

Feeling down, Looking around, Head spinning, No winning, Good times waver, Nothing to savour, Bad times rise, Behind these eyes, Tear drop falls, Friend calls, Good times show, Not so low.

When confusion builds, And you sink under, You forget how to swim, It's easier to drown. Drift along beneath the surface, Dense layers way above, Made up of fallen friendships, Forgotten homework, tip of a room. You tell yourself you'll sort it out, Do it in a minute, An hour later the layer thickens, Tomorrow comes, still not done. Sink down further, Drowning, drowning, Darkness surrounds, No life, no sounds, the ground.

Have you ever wondered, why today That everyone seems to have a "myspace" And all the slutty freshman are all picking out their prom dates Before all the junior students are gone and it's too late And why that geeky kid who got picked on in the halls Is standing at the pay phone making fake bomb calls What has this world sunken to Where looks and money come before truth And the shorter your skirt is the more friends you have And the people you once knew have all faded away And you're the only person left on this side, to stay Remember at the birthday parties Where the worst thing you could do is cheat When you all played "hide~n~